If I could turn back time

Monday morning, as I am going to finish my thesis revisions for January 4th. I am wasting my time on facebook as I saw her graduation pictures as I see her face again. I don't know how to express what's inside me. I don't know how to deal with it, I think I am still for her and I think I got no reason to forget her. I remember the days I have with her, the torpe days I got 3 years ago. If I could turn back time when she doesn't have an affair with someone else. That's so patethic isn't. I am thinking of putting comments on her profile but how can I, I don't want to lose her again. Facebook is just the only bridge to her.
Well, we can't turn back time but memories can. I am living with memories, both fun and hurtful. I wish I can manage to go over to Maryland and have a chat with her. I can manage to find her in Fort Washington just to see her. I wish they will separate as I am going for her, courting her again.

Argh! I don't think I could get her back. Anyway, purely thoughts today thanks.

PS: I don't think I can't get her back, I don't think my feelings are still intact. As far as I know, we can still be friends but lover cannot. I admire her much, I know that all I can have for now. Well, sorry to say but I am not available so she is.

unang cheesy

Madami na rin akong quotes na binanggit, marami narin akong kakaibang linyang naiisip ngunit ngayon, simula ngayon idodokumento ko na ang bawat linyang aking sasambitin. Sa totoo lang, may iilan sa mga ito ay nakatago sa kung saan saang sulok ng internet, marahil sa liblib nito hindi ko narin alam kung saan saan ko sila inilagay.

"I'd rather stop than hurt you" kung itatagalog mo ito, "mas gugustuhin ko pang tumahimik nalang kaysa saktan ka.." Tila napakalawak nito kung tutuusin. Tatahimik ka para hindi na masaktan ang kung sino man special na tao, o 'di kaya mahal mo sa buhay. Tatahimik ka at hindi nalang magsasalita pa upang hindi na masaktan pa muli. Ngunit sa labas ng kagandahan nito ay mayroon rin naman itong kapangitan. Isipin natin na kung tatahimik nalang tao sa buhay pag-ibig ay masasabi natin na isa tayong tanga na hindi ipinaglalaban ang nararamdaman. Umpisa palang pinili niyo nang magsama, lalo pa sa mga nagpakasal na ika nga nila.. "For better or for worst, for richer and for poorer, 'til death do us part" isang mensaheng simple ngunit nangangahulugan ng isang napakagandang mensahe sa atin. Kung ayaw mo siyang masaktan sa umpisa palang sana hindi mo na siya minahal sapagkat sa pag-ibig walang salitang masakit, sa pag-ibig lahat napapagusapan, lahat masakit ngunit kung tunay yang nararamdaman mo kahit gaanong sakit iyan patuloy kang magmamahal...