If I could turn back time

Monday morning, as I am going to finish my thesis revisions for January 4th. I am wasting my time on facebook as I saw her graduation pictures as I see her face again. I don't know how to express what's inside me. I don't know how to deal with it, I think I am still for her and I think I got no reason to forget her. I remember the days I have with her, the torpe days I got 3 years ago. If I could turn back time when she doesn't have an affair with someone else. That's so patethic isn't. I am thinking of putting comments on her profile but how can I, I don't want to lose her again. Facebook is just the only bridge to her.
Well, we can't turn back time but memories can. I am living with memories, both fun and hurtful. I wish I can manage to go over to Maryland and have a chat with her. I can manage to find her in Fort Washington just to see her. I wish they will separate as I am going for her, courting her again.

Argh! I don't think I could get her back. Anyway, purely thoughts today thanks.

PS: I don't think I can't get her back, I don't think my feelings are still intact. As far as I know, we can still be friends but lover cannot. I admire her much, I know that all I can have for now. Well, sorry to say but I am not available so she is.

I believe in God, the Father Almighty

“But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.” Matthew 6:33
Since the term started all I wish for is to have a successful thesis defense. I keep on asking Kuya about it, and not just for am but for the whole team instead. I got to mingle with several people, got to read lots of leadership books and articles to realize several things. I’ll be open this time, what you read is what you get that’s what I feel dude! A thing struck me most when I read this book by Stan Stoler. The book is all about how to be an effective leader, and some parts were amazingly applicable and I am currently practicing and some are not. To be an effective leader one must sacrifice, must share his/her talent so that they [subordinates] will follow what you are doing. Communication is important. Anyhow, if you’re going to be a selfish person, you’re not for the job.
I woke up early, as we are going to hear mass by 4:30 in the morning. It was stated in the Church Calendar that we will celebrate Misa De Gallo by this date. As I have written above Matthew 6:33, I haven’t think about this verse but when somebody texted me this it came to my wits I did honor Kuya. It reminds me of Bosconian mentor I had when I was in Don Bosco Makati. Every time I asked him to pray for something he always tells me, “seek first the kingdom of God and everything else will follow”. Too much right? But the truth is it helps. This is how strong prayer is when you know God is with you. I’m just trying to be cool like what the little black book stated. “Every moment, let God be on you” not an original statement but the gist is here. I keep on asking and making kulit Kuya that I need Him, we need Him beside us. I offered millions of prayer request asking him give us a miracle I even ask for Mama Mary’s intercession knowing Mama Mary loves bosconians. As I got to school first thing I did was to go to the security office to let them sign my technology [devices] permit then went straight to the chapel. I did everything, I offered lots of prayers just to make this defense successful, and I know a lot of people spending some quality time with God as they were asking for our defense to be successful. An answered prayer indeed, passing the defense is enough but I can feel God stored something more for us. Hope this would be good vibes, continue praying people. I love you.
Not just a success of our defense is listed in the good news section added to the list is our car insurance also gave us an update how much they will pay us. Dude, when you believe and trust He will make your way brighter. Thanks God for a wonderful day, full of smiles. Looking forward touching my heart serving people.

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